We never really know when we’ll meet our person. I, for one, thought that I’d never meet my person. Especially not at a place where we met. My stubborn belief over the façade of mutual feelings was shredded into pieces. As my person barged into my life unannounced, I’ve come to believe that it does indeed exist. *** After being parted… Continue reading forevermore
Four years. It’s been four years since then. After an experience that almost made me take my own life, it’s a miracle that after so long, I’m feeling this way again. In all honesty, it took me by surprise. I wasn’t expecting anything at all when you first stroke a conversation with me. It just,… Continue reading Butterflies
It’s been how many years already? I think 2 or 3 years since I decided that I wanted to be a screenwriter. Right now, I’m in a very fortunate place where I’m able to learn a lot about it. Becoming one might not just be a dream anymore. I know that it will still take… Continue reading Where I’m at Now.
It’s been a while since I last put my thoughts into words at all. How long has it been? A year, I think. I thought that it would be nice to try and write something again, even if it’s just for the sake of writing out what I’m thinking. Ah, how many times have I… Continue reading thoughts
Sometimes I think about who the real me actually is. Is it the persona that people generally know me for or is it the persona that I try so hard to kill? It’s not that I dislike myself. That’s not it. It’s just that despite all the self-love preaches everywhere you can find, I can’t… Continue reading Truest Self
During quarantine I stalked a lot of people that I admired. I listened to their interviews, read articles about them, and basically followed everything they’ve done. It’s because I admired them so much that I decided that it would be interesting to know how they see things or how they treat their own craft. Whenever… Continue reading Chasing Stars
How have you been, my heart? It’s been a while since I last checked up on you. I’ve been completely out of touch with you ever since I’ve immersed myself in reaching my goals. I should have known that you haven’t completely healed yet, but I was too stubborn. I’m sorry. I’ll do a better… Continue reading Out of Touch
I’m not gonna lie, I miss writing here on my blog. It’s been more than two months since I last posted (I think) and I thought that this would be a good opportunity to post something! Though I’m not so sure what to write here. I’m quite happy that my second book’s first draft was… Continue reading It’s been a while…
It’s hard to collect my thoughts properly at the moment, but I’ll try my best. The one difficult thing about choosing my own path is that I feel really lonely. I’ve never felt this alone before in my whole entire life. It’s torturing in its own way, taking a toll to my own sanity. Constantly… Continue reading Burnt Out
The past few days, I’ve been sorting out my feelings a lot. How I currently feel about certain things and how I want to feel in the future. I think it’s really important to sort these kind of things out to make sure I don’t end up feeling like I did in 2018. I’ve also… Continue reading A New Chapter
The Shattered Words 